9:34 AM
here i am again.
not to update u but to bitch
sometime i just can't take life at home
shit man
today i jsut fucking stepped in
the bloody door and i get bullshit
form that very moment
like WHAT THE HELL!!!
I've got enough shit by myself
stop putting more shit onto me
so what if u married a man who's a bum.
so what!
don't go around and say u're the top
like com'on la ok. get a grip already
u're fucking controlling us to our death!
it's like a blood prison here.
a safe house for us to see comfort in has
become a warzone of despair.
i give u
i raise my white flag
i put down my hope
for i no longer see anything else
u ask me to support myself
so i will do.
save me from the grips of this world
save me from the grip of this house
i can no longer breath
what more live in it
O god when will my time be up
i know my deal is not up yet
i know i still have people around me whom
i still have to be here for
but how long more do i have to put up with this?
FREE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WANNA RUN AND NEVER STOP!!!
not for anyone..
i will stop for no one.
why did u ever give me such a big heart,
why?!
i feel the weight of the world
i feel the weight only a spec to what u carried
but how did u ever do it.
how could u have every went through such thing.
Forgive for speaking of such blasphemous thing.
but it's what i feel now. and i am speaking my heart.
so forgive me.
i can no longer hold on.
i wanna leave everything
run away for awhile
and when i am ok
see if i need to return
when i hear u my world crumbles
written, poetic_tragedy